This makes me smile

"In the world, only you...make me do for love...what I would not do"

Not usually one for anniversaries, but...

It's been a month since I started talking to my wonderful boy-from-Belfast (I like how this name has caught on - it's what most of you folks call him now hahaha). It started over a silly retweet 2 days before the Man Utd - Arsenal game (which WE wonnnn!!! Just sayin)...being an Arsenal supporter (eww, I know) the first thing he ever tweeted to me was smack talk dissing Rio and my Roo lol. Given that rocky start :P it's incredible how close we've gotten over the past month - an all-enveloping love for Trance, football, and our eerily similar views on life have made for a month of ENDLESS banter and timezone-defying videochats. Emotionally retarded individual that I am, I've never slipped into this comfort zone with someone so easily. It's a beautiful thing.

He bashfully told me yesterday that there's a girl in Edinburgh he liked before we "met" and he's off to visit her this weekend like they'd planned months ago. Am I jealous/sad/crying-myself-to-sleep? To be 100% honest no, not one bit. I guess if he and I were closer, we'd probably be so much more. But I'm of the opinion that if something more is meant to happen, it will some day. Till then, I'm koo' :)

....I do love that my phone still constantly goes off every 5 minutes with a message from him. Pretty sure that's my cheeky heart telling me that him being my "bestie" might not be good enough forever.

Healing powers...

And it only takes a moment

To step outside and let the rain

Kiss your pain away...

And surrender it to the sun....

Cause the world is still spinning around

So seize the day....

Cause you have come so far

Watched a million frowns turn into smiles

Lost all track of time

Felt the energy of a million stars

You will feel love again

You will feel love again

After the rain

You will feel love again

You will feel love again

You will feel love again after the rain...